Saw Chyi's post regarding her impending reach towards her 1k post.
Early congratulations first.

At this point in my life, I'm back to the sleep-eat-do nothing all day never ending cycle. Occasionally, there's an order to drive family members around. Mpmh, boring, still.

So I was thinkingon one topic lately. Again, about TIME. At one point in time, I would have done one activity with someone, and perhaps, in my whole life, I would have done it with this person only. Therefore, my memories of such activity would only be of this person (and me) no matter what point in time I'm in.

What if, the memories created ain't so memorable? Well, then, it's no fun to look at such activity anymore ain't it?

Fast forwarding time. I got my degree classification. Fair. Satisfactory. What else? I get what I sow, and that is many hours of procrastinating. Many people are buzzing about how their future will be like. How they want to realise their dream future. Where am I going, they ask?

I want to go and create something of my own, far far away. Don't keep asking me why I don't choose this homeland (I must look like someone who's weak-willed or something, maybe double in half once a wind blows my way?) Made up mind and this time, I'm not going to let anything stop me.


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It's really not nice to keep changing minds, especially when this decision will affect half the world around you.

I've got a good mind to erupt and blast out, given my current hormone condition.. But i suppose there could be other causing factors that made her do what she did. Like, another changing mind person maybe? Just maybe.

Hope it settles well

Clarifies

At times, I think back of the times when I did not explain, when I knew I was misunderstood .

Now, for some reason, I'd want to explain, why I did what I did.

But what purpose can explanations attain?

情如止水，欲波动，则乱


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Please don't go..

Current songs:

• Please don't go- CL and Minzy of 2NE1 [lyrics] [dl]
• Kenangan Terindah- Samson [dl]
  

Don't I sound like a pitiful, abandoned toy with my current playlist? C;

There's loads to other than typing away here. I need sleep too. But I can't. Like my Msn status says: That's correct! I'm a person who doesn't need sleep. There's currently a block of wood in my head. Someone, please, some acid or fire whatever to help melt it away!

I should be studying. I should. I should be reading. I should. But I'm not, and I can't. There's still an effing assignment. Chong~ I need to complain aight?

Chong's my de-stressor everyone. I don't need no Women D-Stress meds that's currently on sale in Chong's shop. What I need is a dose of good sleep! Good old, bed and breakfast and normal lunch! Gee, how many days have I slept in the morning and missed lunch altogether. Skin condition pun not good. Ah, reminds me, there was a pimple on my arm! Fucking shit. It's THAT serious.


Enough ranting. Back to editing.

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Just what if?

Just what if?

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